Gone With The Wind...

LoSt In TiMe

2010-02-18T01:20:00.004+08:00

There are moments in which you wish you are what you are..who you are..and where you are.. This wish doesn't come out easily out of the thinking box.. it was meant to be. It does sound absurd..but one thing for sure..it isn't. hmm. (^_ )

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Burning the last candle..

2009-10-23T21:45:00.003+08:00

Hmmm... there is no such thing now days.. we burnt the forest, actually. he.. nah. don't get misunderstood by this title..

Well..the thing is...the exam is just around the corner.. by hook or by crook the revision must go on. Do not blame at the attractiveness of the programs and commercials in the idiot box...thehehe... though you are one of the most devoted person on earth to such thing..he..

Be not the first to give up hope, nor the last to lose it..he. bye. (n_ )

Have you finish your 6 days fasting for Syawal?

2009-10-13T12:39:00.004+08:00

Have you? Have you not? Just a few days more then the chances will gone. So, grab the chances that is still left, ok? he (n_)

52nd Independence Day Celebration

2009-09-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

31st August 2009..Independence Day..May Allah blessed our country with harmony..

Bit by bit

2009-08-25T17:02:00.002+08:00

Maybe for any number of reason, we are here to witness our own mistakes. What can a person do? Just do not distract the normal pattern or routine.. We can only speak our mind and practice our religion.. We don't question our superior.. do we? We do what we have to do.

Welcoming the Month of Ramadhan

2009-08-24T17:32:00.006+08:00

May this Ramadhan will make a difference in our life and may Allah forgive all our sins and bless our soul.

"Selamat Hari Pahlawan" 1st August 2009

2009-08-01T00:20:00.004+08:00

To all the warriors out there, you've given your life to protect this country from those enemies around us lurking to make a chaotic situation and none profit from what they intend to do.. may Allah bless us all..

"Heal The World"

2009-07-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

"Heal The World" Written and Composed by Michael Jackson

There's a place in
Your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could
Be much
Brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need
To cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways
To get there
If you care enough
For the living
Make a little space
Make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
There's a love that
Cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares of
Joyful giving
If we try
We shall see
In this bliss
We cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing and
Start living

Then it feels that always
Love's enough for
Us growing
So make a better world
Make a better world...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

And the dream we were
Conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we
Once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep
Strangling life
Wound this earth
Crucify its soul
Though it's plain to see
This world is heavenly
Be God's glow

We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart
I feel you are all
My brothers
Create a world with
No fear
Together we cry
Happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords
Into plowshares

We could really get there
If you cared enough
For the living
Make a little space
To make a better place...

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me

welcome school holiday!

2009-06-05T00:38:00.002+08:00

welcoming the school holiday!!!!

a time to think..

2009-05-23T11:42:00.004+08:00

OUR FAITHFUL FRIENDS: HORSES

Do you know that after dogs, our most loyal friends are horses? Domestic horses never leave their owners if they are able not to.
These loyal friends can carry us kilometres without becoming tired. Horses are the animals that have helped man most throughout history.
Today, you can see thousands of cars on the streets and there are many motorways built for these cars. Cars, however, came into the service of man only in the last century. At the time your grandfather's grandfather was born, there were no cars. In those years, animals, especially horses, were used for transportation.
Do you know that you can identify the age of a horse by looking at its incisors? Indeed, since the grass on which horses feed contains sand and dust, their teeth wear out gradually and the degree of this indicates their age. Despite this, however, horses' teeth are very long. These teeth are similar to long strips buried deep in the roots of the jawbone. That is, compared to our teeth, the roots of horses' teeth reside deep inside. As the teeth wear out, the part remaining in the jawbone begins to emerge. In fact, the roots of the teeth of very old horses appear on the surface of the gum. Each tooth may wear out about two and a half to five centimetres (one to two inches) before it loses its ability to chew. Think for a moment: had our Lord not given this feature to horses, these animals would quickly lose their teeth and die of starvation.
Our Lord has also given another important ability to the hair of horses. Horsehair serves as a thermostat – a device used to regulate body temperature – for the animal. Their body must always remain at a constant body temperature of 38 degrees Centigrade (100.4 F). To maintain this temperature, the hair of the horse becomes longer in winter. In hot seasons, horses shed their hair, thereby maintaining this body temperature.
Here is another interesting feature of horses: Horses sleep on their feet! Do you know how they manage not to fall down? Because their leg bones have the ability to lock themselves while asleep. Thanks to this ability our Lord has given horses, they can sleep on their feet and also carry very heavy loads. The heads of human beings, however, fall down even when they fall asleep in an armchair.
Horses' legs are specially created not only to make them carry heavy loads but also to make them run very fast. Unlike other animals, horses do not have collarbones, a feature that enables them to take bigger steps. Besides, there is a bone-muscle mechanism in their limbs that, as they gain speed, decreases the amount of energy they spend and increases their ability to move. The functioning principles of this mechanism is similar to the gear mechanism in cars. Just as an accelerating car shifts to a higher gear, horses, too, shift to a higher gear when they want to run faster. While the force required for pushing decreases, the ability to move increases.
Well, why are horses' bodies designed in a way to make them carry heavy loads and run very fast? Actually, carrying heavy loads or running very fast are not skills that a horse needs for itself. So, why do horses have these abilities?
The answer is obvious. These skills have been given to horses not to meet their own needs but to serve human beings. In other words, Allah has created horses with these abilities so that they can serve human beings. In the Qur'an, our Lord stresses that He has created animals to serve people:

And He created livestock. There is warmth for you in them, and various uses and some you eat. And there is beauty in them for you in the evening when you bring them home and in the morning when you drive them out to graze. They carry your loads to lands you would never reach except with great difficulty. Your Lord is All-Gentle, Most Merciful. And horses, mules and donkeys both to ride and for adornment. And He creates other things you do not know. (Surat an-Nahl: 5-8)

memoirs..

2009-05-22T13:46:00.001+08:00

a great experience to have.. be not the first to quarrel, nor the last to start it up.. just reminding myself.(n_n)

a time to remember..

2009-05-22T13:39:00.001+08:00

a great experience to have along this tough life. it's not easy and it's not that hard.. just have to struggle more..

a soup for the soul..

2009-05-22T13:35:00.001+08:00

Proud to be a "Stranger"
By Amber Rehman
8/3/2007

Abdullah ibn Masud, said: "the Prophet (saw) said 'Islam began as something strange, and it will revert to being strange as it was in the beginning, so good tidings for the strangers.' Some asked, 'Who are the strangers?' He said, 'The ones who break away from their people (literally, 'tribes') for the sake of Islam.'" (Sahih Muslim, Ibn Majah)

There is an incredible lesson in the above Hadith, which we need to repeat to ourselves over and over again. As a 20-year-old Muslima, I find my practice of Islam feeling stranger by the day. There is a norm that we have to live up to in this society, and if we don't meet it, we will be called strangers.

Did amazing in school and could talk my way out of anything

When I was in high school, I was an average, overachieving teenager, with a serious superficial streak. I did amazing in school, could talk my way out of anything, and had to look as though I belonged on the modelling runways, that were called the high
school hallways.

A great education and an even better career lay ahead of me. I was the master of my own destiny, what more could I ask for?

I was no longer in control

While I was planning my Sweet 16 bash, my grandfather, who I loved a lot, fell ill and passed away.

Suddenly I wasn't in control. I saw someone moving on to the unknown. I had never been so near death before.

The realization hit then, that the tangible wasn't the ultimate reality. I could no longer find reason, purpose or consolation in good grades, praise or even good looks.

Everything lost its meaning for I saw my grandfather, without his worldly possessions, in a shroud. The only things he could take with him were his deeds and intentions.

Everything finally made sense, for as I prayed for Allah to give him ease in his grave, I thought of mine, as I prayed to meet him again in the Akhirah, I had to think of preserving mine.

All I had ever strived for fell to pieces.

As the Qur'an replaced my pointless and juicy novels, I realized that of all creation, Allah has created us with a conscious, and free will. Why would we let our free will work against us?

Family, friends, and fortune are all relative, they would go as easy as they came. We had to take everything as a teacher, and learn to do better for the sake of our souls.

Could not be alone with myself

With all of this it became apparent, that living with the norm of society, I wasn't allowed to be alone with myself. I had to be surrounded with friends, or be reading some novel or other, and the music was always blaring in the background.

Feeling strangeness

Silence was deafening, and noise was the only peace. To communicate with Allah, and to pray, I felt strangeness when there was silence accompanied by peace as my heart turned to my Lord.

Working to please myself, would've only given me peace in this life, but just the mere intention of doing things for the sake of Allah, would preserve this life and the next.

Other young Muslims who were once with me have lost the strangeness

Five years have passed since that epiphanous age of mine and now I find my brothers and sisters, who had commenced the search with me are now leaving the Deen.

The folds of Islam are not satisfactory any more. When I ask them why their only answer is that Islam did not give anything back to them as a social system as a community. It did not feed their needs and their spiritual thirst. It had to do with the harshness of other Muslims.

I wonder about this a lot since it affects my faith as well as the faith of those who say it. Even though Allah has created us and has preferred us as a Jam'aah the Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) still acknowledged the time when there would be people struggling alone for righteousness.

And the only answer I can come up with is that this world is mostly a sowing ground. We can't reap everything here. That's why there is a day of accountability which will restore justice and mercy.

The strangeness does go away

Now as I struggle to maintain my Islam, I find practicing my faith in this world feels strange only so long as I surround myself with worldly things and people. When I turn to Allah's creation, I feel the strangeness fade away.

If nature, as it is subservient to the Will of the Creator, has harmony when the wind blows and rustles its leaves, I don't see why our souls and hearts can't move to the same command.

In our time, and our part of the world, if nothing is strange and nothing immoral, I guess it's only good then, if we feel connected to the strange.

'Good tidings for the strangers.'

2008-12-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

Without A Trace...

2008-12-27T23:27:00.005+08:00

Nothing much to say.. just a little Hi.. But something i want to share my thought on how i'm feeling now..

Getting to enter the world of what we call as marriage is not as easy as we thought..though the thought of it sometimes make us feel uneasy..

Welcome Ya Ramadhan..

2008-08-31T17:07:00.005+08:00

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful..

All praise to Allah, the month of Ramadhan had knocked the door.. we were given the chances to be in this blessing month so, we hope for the best to fill it up with good deeds..

Today is 31st of August, the 51st Independene Day of Malaysia.. my beloved country.. Alhamdulillah.. we have freedom and we have our own faith in Islam.. and lets strive to be a Muslim and Mukmin..

My dear friends.. 'fastabiqul khairat..' lets race for good deeds!..

Ameen..

A stray of hope..

2008-07-24T14:21:00.003+08:00

In the name Allah, The Almighty...

Praise to Allah in giving opportunities to us, the servant who always refuse to follow what is best for us..

Ameen..

Hmm.. just trying to make it sound nice..actually.. it is hard enough to make words these days.. he.. a long time not being practicing reading and writing in English, it must be awkward for me to sit for the interview on this 19 of August... yeah.. awkward enough that i could be saying like that in front of you guys who are actually reading this words now.. am I right huh?

Feeling awkward was really nothing actually.. because I am an awkward person..hee.. serve me right though.. always different from others out there.. including you guys.. he.. what a life..

Haven't you guys ever thought that there are many strange phenomenon are happening nowadays?.. huh? never giving a thought? what are you? a robot or something? always follow others? don't have your own oppinion? that is so lame a life is if it is true..though i hope its not! he.. got you! red handed!

well, we have to lead our own life right? you got choices to choose.. so.. choose lah.. hmm... so the many celoteh lah you today.. you say you want to talk about strange thing..but where is it? had it gone with the wind?.. No?! so tell me what you got.

Oh.. its nothing actually.. yesterday there where showing picture's of a calf, which have the face like human does.. weird right.. its happen in Kedah..

The news also talking about inflations going up. the mercedes cars that MB terengganu wanted so much for the exco and a lot more. well .. he can't have the mercedes.. he..

ok guys, see you in another episode of this awkward life.. if you want it that way.. he.. bye..

One fine day

2008-07-16T14:55:00.001+08:00

There is a lot to think... a lot to do.. and a lot to improve..
Yet.. if you do not give urself a chance.., you will go nowhere

Redeem..

2008-06-12T15:23:00.003+08:00

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim...

It's been awhile since the last time i wrote in this blog... long time no see.. lots of event happen during those time.. the time that had gone with the wind.. we can't manage to get it back into our hands nor to repeat itself.. it had left us way behind..

We are what we are now.. whether you like it or not.. we still given the chance to repent until the last breath from our soul.. do make sure the chances given this time is really being appreciated by hook or by crook.. do not fell into the same hole twice... though its all depend on The Almighty... but we have to strive to our best.. and lastly we gave our hope to Allah and pray that what we had strive and hope for will be granted.. ameen..

For those my friend out there, do not lose hope. though many obstacles are waiting for us without we notice it and without hoping to jump into it for atleast once.. do remember and bear in your mind... the burden we're bearing had been choosed for us.. because He knows, that we can carry the burden accordingly to what we really capable of... that's the key! do remember it and do not feel so down..ok!

Until we meet again in the next session.. with the petrol went up hire and with all those coming demo in certain areas in this country, just don't loose hope. We strive and we hope and we pray for a better tomorrow for our BELOVED COUNTRY, MALAYSIA!.. adios..

What's the Result? hmmm...

2008-03-09T10:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the Election Day for Malaysian out there.. hmm.. it was my first time voting the choice i choose.. went to vote around 8 ++ am and que into the row after taken my number in the SPR booth near the school gate.

It was a suprise after receiving the news that the Opposition and the Independents won Selangor, Perak, Penang, Kedah and ofcourse, Kelantan! Praise to Allah! Though the opposition can't rule Terengganu but with the awareness and the open minded people of this country, they know what they want, and they did! Terengganu though still under the Barisan but has been replace with those five states. (Selangor, Perak, Penang, Kedah and Kelantan)

Ok, there is more to be done for those who won and there are more to 'be post-mortemed' for those who lost..

2008-02-29T03:02:00.002+08:00

AR-RAHMAN

THE COMPASSIONATE

Ifthis Ism is recited 100 times daily after every salaah, if Allah wills, hardheartedness and negligence will be removed from the reader's heart.

count down.. Polling day 8th march 2008

2008-02-29T02:36:00.005+08:00

Hmm.. its been a while i hasn't got a chance to stick to this blog.. how's life? tiring? having stuff to finish yet unaccomplished? well.. that is life.. full of responsibility that will never end up until the last of our breath.. yeah.. that's true.. the place that is full of peacefullness and harmony is when we're in heaven.. when we're in the after life.. if.. the sins we'd done have been forgiven by our Lord.. Allah the Almighty..

Hmm... for you guys out there.. the Malaysian people.. if you're 21 years and above.. you need to run your responsibility to choose the right choice.. there are those out there whose are to be choosen for they are the one to be choose.. make your choice.. who do you want to lead your country? who do you want to govern this beloved Malaysia? our nationhood.. which are now been corrupted with such unnecessary things and stuff and every single thing leads to distruction of a well known country among the region... it is not only the outer part, but the most important is the inner one.. what the Muslim call as Aqidah.. our believe.. our root...

As you all knew, Islam is the way of life.. and it is true that all the religion in this world leads to a better life, now and hereafter.. we, ourselves who is so selfish and rush for our 'wants' not for our 'needs'.. we put our religion aside just to move towards our goal.. but you know what?... it is just a waste of time... why? because alas, we are going to meet our Lord.. and He will be asking us what had we done during our life? what are we going to answer?.. do rethink while we still can...

2008-02-23T15:19:00.001+08:00

EFFECTS OF COLD WATER Please be a true friend and send this article to all your friends you care about.
For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal. A serious note about heart attacks - You should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line. You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know the better chance we could survive. A cardiologist says if everyone who reads this message sends it to 10 people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life. Read this & Send the link to a friend. It could save a life. So, please be a true friend and send this article to all your friends you care about. Its never late....Forward soon...
Subject: AMALAN MINUM AIR PANAS

Baca dan terus sebarkan kepada teman dan kenalan anda. Serangan Jantung dan Amalan Minum Air Panas ....Artikel ini berguna untuk semua.
Bukan sahaja amalan meminum air panas selepas makan, tetapi berhubung SERANGAN JANTUNG!!!!.Secara logik..., mungkin ada kebenarannya.. Orang-orang China dan Jepun mengamalkan minum teh panas sewaktu makan... dan bukannya air berAIS. Mungkin sudah tiba masanya kita meniru amalan minum air panas sewaktu menikmati hidangan!!!!Kita tidak akan kehilangan apa-apa... malah akan mendapat faedah dari amalan ini. Kepada sesiapa yang suka minum AIS, artikel ini sesuai untuk anda baca. Sememangnya sedap minum air berAIS selepas makan. Walaubagaimanapun, AIS akan membekukan makanan berminyak yang baru kita makan. Ia akan memperlahankan penghadaman kita. Bila lemak-lemak ini terbentuk di dalam usus, ia akan menyempitkan banyak saluran dan lama kelamaan ia akan menyebabkan lemak berkumpul dan kita semakin gemuk dan menuju ke arah mendapat pelbagai PENYAKIT. Jalan terbaik...adalah untuk minum sup panas atau air PANAS/suam selepas makan. :Nota penting tentang SERANGAN JANTUNG!!!Anda patut tahu bahawa bukan semua tanda-tanda serangan jantung akan mula terasa pada tangan sebelah kiri. Berhati-hati juga pada permulaan sakit sedikit-sedikit pada bahagian atas dada anda. Anda mungkin tidak akan mengalami sakit dada pada serangan pertama serangan jantung. Keletihan dan berpeluh adalah tanda-tanda biasa. Malah 60% penghidap SAKIT JANTUNG tidak bangun selepas tidur. Marilah kita berwaspada dan berhati-hati. Lebih banyak kita tahu, lebih cerah peluang kita untuk terus hidup... PAKAR SAKIT JANTUNG berkata, jika semua orang yang mendapat e-mail ini menghantar kepada 10 orang yang lain, beliau yakin akan dapat menyelamatkan satu nyawa.Baca ini.... ia juga mungkin dapat menyelamatkan nyawa anda!!!!. **Jadilah teman yang setia dan teruskan menghantar artikel ini kepada teman-teman yang anda sayangi.....!!!!

99 Names of ALLAH

2008-02-18T16:29:00.003+08:00

ALLAH

THE NAME Of ALLAH

Whoever reads this name of ALLAH 1,000 times daily, all doubts and uncertainties will be removed from his heart and, instead, determination and faith will become inborn in him - insha-Allah.

experiences..

2008-02-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahm..
Praises to Allah, the Almighty.

Yesterday, 8th February 2008, I went to Taman Tamadun Islam with my friends. It was not planned. It just came through our mind just like that .." hmm, why not we took a look at TTI?". So, off we went..

Such a long distance from the place we parked our car to the entrance of TTI.. what a walk!..
We were not surprise to see huge number of vehicles from locals and outsiders which were like an army of ant lining up to get to the sugar we were aiming for.. huh..

Well, I suppose much had been heard about this TTI stuff.. about the monuments, the crystal mosque at the side of the river which can be seen glittering with majestic view during nightfall from the bridge and much more...

What I'm going to share in this side today is about me, testing myself whether I had the talent to
be one of the RTM family for the news programme.. At first I was a bit afraid, then i said to myself.. " why i didn't give it a try?". So.. i filled up the forms and i got the numbers that is 802, such a coincidence to fall with the date i went there.. 802 and 08.02.2008... hmm.. it's just a coincidence.. nothing much..

Next, i was groomed by the make-up artist or person (whatever).. just a simple foundation and i was given a coat based on my size. The colour was lime green.. so, i waited for my turn and they gave me the paper which had the item i was supposed to read..

When its came my turn, and off i went to the table in front of everybody.. the camera man, the spoke person and the audiences were in front of me.. i felt like there was a butterfly in my stomach... i was nervous.. but not as nervous as the time when i was with my friends trying to address the content in our club president speech a week ago.. or less.. that moment were more critical than this, because at that time, everybody that were hearing the thing that i was trying to address knew me.. they were my junior (technicaly) during my studies.. but it wasn't the same when i was in front of the camera.. everyone doesn't know who i really was... praises to Allah...

I was given the chances to read the news in Malay and English.. i was fortunate.. because the person in the blue shirt who was incharge saw that in the form i'd filled, at the experience part, i put that i had the experiences of being a Deejay during my secondary school in 1999, for the English On Air Programme. I was lucky to have this experience as being a Deejay.. =) Praise to Allah..

During the audition, both the Malay and English news i read twice in front of the camera before it was recorded during the third time. The person incharge said that i read too quick, so he asked me to read based on the mark he had put on each of the paragraphs and to read it as slowly as i could (but not too slow for me though) and as fluently as i can...

Next, after the audition , i was interviewed by a reporter from a local newspaper company. she asked me how was i felt and many more.. that day was an exciting day for me.. it's hard to describe and it's harder for me to forget! well... until we meet again in the next session.. i'm wan mahsuri signing off.. and i give you the song of the silent whisper.. enjoy.. ; )

First Interaction

2008-02-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

May this blog give wide view to those audiences out there to join and give your idea and critism to widen the door of wisdom..